Christmas and my birthday have come and gone, and New Year’s is on it’s way. My dad left a week or so ago and two more guests arrive tomorrow. But right now the silly festivals aren’t really holding my attention.
Instead, I have a boy problem. “Why, Monii!” I hear you cry, “How can you have a boy problem when you’ve never even kissed one?” Well, the internet can be a very personal place, once you add things like instant messaging, VOIP and webcams into the mix. Basically, I end up wanting to be in the life of someone unattainable. And not just because of the distance, either.
So I pose my well-worn question once again: Is it alright to change your entire life for someone, just to get a shot at being with them? Especially someone so far away, who would be way out of my range anyway?
I don’t know. If I did know, I wouldn’t be blogging about it. Instead, I’d be out getting on with my life or, alternately, changing my life and seeking out the guy. Maybe I just find it hard to let go. But I’m going to have to eventually, whether I like it or not. The idea of letting go, going on to university, finding another lovely guy that’s close to home and ending up with him seems impossible to me right now.
Oh. I also matriculated with two A’s. Exams= Pwned. Seems like I’m going to Uni after all. Now, all I need to do is sort out my emotional problems so that I’m a perfect shiny youth all-round, yes?
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